my life.my heart.my soul.

2007-10-25T05:13:00.000-07:00

new new new new section new classmate new....
new??hmmm it so sad to leave the people who became a big part of your life i just realized that i will really miss them.shey who beacame my classmate for 2 and half years and we've been through a lot.ivy for a 1 and half i will surely miss her kikay moves and style.erika may clasmate since date pa rugo she had really made a big effect to me i don't know i have learned a lot from her she made a difference in my life.=p
strucks wow i really had fun with your company thank you soo much.drama mode.sana to all the new things i will also learn.

2007-10-15T11:58:00.001-07:00

I have a feeling that something is not right but the problem is I can’t distinguish it. well I think I know it but I just don’t know what’s wrong with it or maybe I’m just acting that as if nothings missing or wrong. It’s like I’m fooling myself wtf.haayy what a confusing thought.im already losing myself.

2007-08-19T15:58:00.000-07:00

im the type of person na easily can be happy pero easy din malungkot..my mood can change for a second...hay small things can make me so sad.im also easily influenced by others..at times i can't understand my self.sala sa lamig sala sa init ako..hay self confusion..sabi nila i need to meditate how naman??malay ko ba dun.but sabi nila you are the one who's controlling your emotions pero me i can't control it.hay ewan koh nasanay na lang akong ganon.need a psychcologist!to cure my probleme.siguro nga i have a psychological prob..

2007-06-07T17:28:00.000-07:00

wwaahhh im so sleepy na pero i can't sleep anymore.do you think im sick?may insomia ata ako eh.i woke up 12:30 am until now 8am di nako natulog rawr.hay im worried if this will be happening everyday tsk mamaga na eyes ko pano ko when classes resume?

well do you hear the song familiar right?yan ung sa pantene comercial.haha.ganda nakakainspire

unwritten

"Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide openToday is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten"

2007-06-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

ano toh??basura echos hindi these are the things my best gave me sobrang dami noh..pinka favorite ko ung parang tribute nung birthday ko.yung iba di na kasya sa picture.naglilinis kasi ako at nakalkal ko sila and start reading the letters and the magazine wow katouch talaga yung mga yan.thank you best .

me &my cousins

eto sa picture na to naliligo kami sa ulan parang nung bata kami.dalaga na kami ngayon .wow i love the rain .haha sana di na kapikit c ann.dream come true.

nakikitag

2007-06-07T04:43:00.000-07:00

TAG
from shey

You MUST tag others and continue tagging and please notify that person so that they know they had been tagged. also put the name of the person who tagged you.

ADDICTIONS:
(with a total percentage of 100)

1.food (25%) sobrang i starve a lot of times kahit kakain ko lang.ewan ko bakit sobrang siba ko.ngeekkk!

2.taking pictures (15%)ewan ko nga ba bakit gusto magtake nang pix. nako nung birthday ko kahit pawisan nako halos 2 hours kaming nagpicture nang mga friends ko kahit sobrang baho ko na.tapos pagsinabing picture picture kahit may ginagawa ako go ako.

3. internet (10%) wala kasi akong magawa sa bahay.everytime na titigin ako sa pc namen pareng sinasbi nia na "buksan mo ako buksan mo ako".baliw! nag hahalucinate nako

4.movies(10%) lately madalas nako magwatch nang kung ano anong movie.i just want to kill my boredom

5.music(10%) ala lang nakakrelieve lang kasi pag nakikinag nang music nakakayugyug pa..lalalalala

6.telebabad(5%) ala lang i just want to talk at times pag sobrang gusto ko makipagkwentuhan.

7.libot(15%) kasi masya.enjoy.kahit kasakit nang paa lalo kung sa mall ka maglilibot .

8.earings or lets just say accessories(5%) ala lang it's girl thing.kikay stuff.

9.shoes & bags(5%) haha ala lang i just love them.

10 weird things:

1.kung ano naicip ko gawin sa hair ko gagawin ko and no one can stop me.lol.curly.colored.cut it too short.relax.everything.tsk2.

2.nagigicing ako nang 3 am ewan ko bakit pero lately nangyayari un.

3.i don't turn off the tv while im sleeping at night nakabukas to hangang morning.with lights on din.ala lang takot kasi ako.

4.6 or 7 im already awake even though im still sleepy i can't sleep.kaasar.

5. i miss my mom so much pag wala siya pero pag andyan siya wala lang di ko man masayadong pancin.bat kaya ganon?

6.when i don't get enough sleep i become moody tsk.yeah moody akong tao .

7.i can't go anywhere na nagiisa ewan ko gusto ko i have company.someone to chat with while naglilibot.

8.mabaho ung paa koh wahaha ngeeee di man weird un eh pero mabaho talaga sabi nga nang mama ko paguwi ko galing school para daw air freshner ung paa ko.yuck!

9.i like nova alot ewan ko bakit eh dati hindi naman pero ngayon parang yun na favorite ko.sarap kasi.

10.excited akong pumasok aba saken himala yun eh ako pa eh hindi namn ako yung type na mahilig magaral eh pero ewan ko bakit excited ako ngayon.

>ivy haha eh natag na lahat yata eh..

2007-05-28T17:54:00.000-07:00

"My friends are my estate."- Emily Dickinson

ang tagal ko naNg di nkapag blog ano bang piangkakaabalahan ko??busy bisihan ang lola mo..

monday <5/21/07> =ksama ko sina shey,ja,kat&don lumabas lumaklak nang lumaklak umabot pa kami hangang 1am.

tuesday=ala sa bahay lang tulog galore.

wednesday=kasma ko sina kelly,cring,jinky,glai&cang nood nang movie kina cang and kwentuhan..

thursday=bahay ulet

friday=kasama sina wuigi &jacq nagenrol sila and then kumain nang pizza and shake

oh diba layas ako nang lays sa aming tahanan..pero enjoy yung last week it was a lot of fun..

2007-05-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

wwhheeewww what a tiring day really..it was the debut of jenath yunun and it was a lot of fun..jane,mjane,clarisse,alyssa,k.jan,don,jovet,jop.kit,kenneth,zuriel&alot more friends..ayun im one of the 18 candles and yun nakakkaba talaga yun..im just not used to speaking in front of a crowd..i would love more a one on one conversation..but what's the difernce your still talking naman??hmmmmmm....yun we chat and chat me jane and mjane i miss them badly just like what we do way back in hs...nothing have change they are still madadal makulet and malambing friends i knew before..how i wish i can be with them frequently...then they called the 18 roses hooh im nininerbyos "happy birthday jen..well i don't actually remember when we had become close basta yun when we are 4th yr she's always there to listen to my prob ....blah blah...she sooo bait..............."after that eating time favorite part noh hahahahaha..yun sarap sarap yummyyyy...ang dami kong nakain what's new?then kwentuhan ulet..yun me and jane fooling around..doing crazy stuff..

hindi kasi ako nagdebut kaya yan feeling ko..kunwari lang naman!

tapos kwentuhan with kuya john&don..

after manyy mins of daldalan
all of a sudden

kuya john:icip bata ka pa rin kala ko dalaga kana
lhey:dalaga na daw ana...
kuya john..hahahaha

well i guess i have matured pero di pana man ganon kamature yung iba kng gesture and habit andun pa rin..mahirap ata magbago in one day as what they say it takes time but i think i need lots and lots of time..

unlike kasi siya very matured na as in talaga ..matalino,magaling mgkanta,madiskarete basta kakaiba siya..i think he will be succesful someday...sana ako din..keep praying!

yun fooling around again with jane and mjane..tawa nang tawa hahaha...sumakit na panga ko..

nung late na
kuya john:arooo late na alang maghahatid sau
lhey:ayus lang yun sanay na ko
kuya john:ayan c don
don:cge atid kita
lhey:bait bait naman..seryoso?
don:oo naman
kuya john :oo pahatid kana
jane:ako din
don:oo cge

picturepicture ulit kami nagsawa ako..hahaha

uuwian na so don,kuya john,jane&me yun nkasakay sa car ni don..
umuwi na si jane ako na lang..

kuya john kwento nang kwento hahaha nakakatawa maga kwento niya tapos mga tips sa 2nd yr..tpos bigla na lang niang naicip

kuya john:tara seatenta tayo
lhey:ngeeee?
don:oo cge na ppllllss
lhey:ano paba magagawa ko

asa secenta na kming 3 lalaki lahat kami
ayun kumain ulet tapos kwento galing kumanta nung girl the best how i wish i have her voice..tapos kumata din si kuya john..galing galing clap clap..tapos yun umuwi na hinatid nila ko..
12:30am asa bahay nako hating gabi na pala..what a happy day..

pix na kakaiba: hindi ko alam kung ako o c kit ang pinipicturan dito todo pose pamo ako kumusta yun..

kadiri tong pix na to parang baliw na babae na nagrurugby..hahaha

2007-05-07T02:44:00.000-07:00

well today i have a new layout..thank you shey...today i was supposed to go to jenneth's debut party...but...

so i already take a bath then put my outfit na todo pinagicipan pa kung yun ang susuot ko...i have decided to wear a jeans and a formal top..yun so i was dressed up na...hooh so i texted my friend which i will be meeting with..so yun i was chatting with erika she will also go at the party..

lhey:what time will you go at jeneth's party?
cang:i think 4 coz i will meet up with some of my mates
lhey:oh wait ahh i will just fix my self
cang:ok
lhey:so are'nt you going yet?
cang:going where?
lhey:to the party
cang:are you serious?sa 12 pa yun
lhey:di nga??
cang:oo sa sat pa yun brad
lhey:waaaahh fuck im already dress and i was about to go.
cang:your such an idiot
lhey:totoo pero biro??
cang:im not joking ..kamulalan mo..
lhey:eeiii sobrang nakakahiya naman to
cang:kahit kailan palpak ka
lhey:(it made me really sad)hay wapin eh katanga ko naman..
cang :ay rugo lean
lhey:i hate my self
cang:my u made me laugh,but it's ok makanyan talaga..
lhey:me i wanna cry sa sobrang hiya
cang:mamiblas na brad..poor you..

so i have changed my outfit nakapambahay nako..i have told my cuzin,grandparent,mama,nasya,zhovan & my labydubs na the debut is today..wtf!i thought jeneth told me that it's today..hay why did i not give so much attention to what she said..i was really depresed..hmmmm im so ashame!so yun dapat you must listen carefully...i was really naiinis and i will tell my labydubs na it's not tuloy..my gosh so embarasing..kasi im so excited tapos sa 12 pa pla aun..haha lhey your so samal kasi..ayun nwala ako sa mood...di ko alam kung iiyak ako o tatawa...nahihiya talaga ako sa sarili ko..

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hay i was feeling ok kasi bakit ba ako mwawala sa mood eh besides it's my fault..pero i really felt bad about my self..pero ngayon ok na hahahaha..hhhaappppyy na ulit ako..dapat di na maulit to...hahahaha...i miss my labydubs he also attended a debut party and he'a 18 roses hahahaha galing sumayaw hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha singer din.....

my mama is calling haha and itold her the whole story and she said "yuuuccckkk nakakahiya ka"..that's alll..ciao...

2007-05-02T09:15:00.000-07:00

picture to na gawa ni luigi ala lang nikikigamit lang nang pix...hhoohh i was watching probe and it's all about the politicians tactics to get peoples vote and mind you they will do anything just to win the power..they featured lanao we're this kind of dirty business is rampant..politicians give bribe and the guy who was the middle man of one the politicians told that this is really true...they give the person 100pesos in exchange for his vote for that politician..my gosh you are selling your soul for 100 pesos...according to this people "wala din kaya eto na lang nagbibigay ng pera ang e boto tutal kahit sino wala ding mangyayayri".hay manong kung sana hindi ganyan ang pananaw mo talagang ganyan kung lahat tayo iicipan yang iicipin walang mangyayari..wala hindi na magbabago ang pilipinas..tapos pati daw comelec ay ganyan din ang ginagwa hay kala ko pana man malinis ang comelec isa pa sila sa mga taong bulag na kayang ipag kaloob ang bansa sa taong nanunuhol..may isang governor na nanalo na pero he still need to pay 12m hay omg ang laking pera kasi if he will not pay kahit siya na yung panalo maari pang matalo siya dahil maaring palitan ng comelec..see how dirty our election is??hay kailan tayo magigising sa katotohanan?imagine ang mga nakalukluk sa gobyerno ay mga mandaraya?siguro rason na rin to na hindi tayo umaasenso..hay mind you people na kung anong binibigay ng mga politician ay siyang babawiin nila pag sila na ay nakulukluk sa position at doble pa ang kukunin..hay maawa kau sa bansa..hay sana may pagasa pa..asa kapa lhey!ala lang nakakaaw ang pilipinas huhuhuhuhu..

2007-05-01T05:33:00.000-07:00

actually i've got nothing to share..im still thinking what to write..maybe this will be a senseless post just like the other one i've got on my blog..pasenxa na..hahaha..how will i start..hhhmmmmm..di talaga ako susulat but shey told me that when she come back because she just ate dapat i have a new post na..pwersahan eh...i miss shey....hay ayun im not happy im kinda sad..im getting use to this type of situation where in im not happy..but what can i do even if i tell the person that im feeling churva ganyan ganito ala nothing happen hay changes when will i see that?? he seems not to care about my complains..what's use of telling the person if nothing will happen?so lhey you better shut your mouth na lang kasi..it's so hard to pretend that you are so love by the person but the truth is you feel that the person is too busy to make you feel special pretending sabi nga sa quote that i have recieved 1.saying your ok but your not that you understand but you don't..hoooh dito relate na relate ako 2. acting like your busy but in reality your lonely.
hay isa pa to im trying to mingle with my cousin to forget the feeling pero tapos nun yun pa rin..but at times i feel that baka naman the person will think that im too demanding pero hindi i just want to feel that even if im not on his top priority im still important..hay yung ganon..poor me..hay baka over reacting lang ako noh??hahaha hindi naman cguro ganon...i love my love and my love loves me too sana ganito nga..

2007-04-21T08:05:00.001-07:00

well gosh im so old hahaha im dalaga na talaga..pero feeling ko 12 years old pa lang ako ..hay what can i say hindi pa din ako ganon kamature eh..pero i have already learn a lot sympre naman noh...weeeh im a lady na hahahha...

ngayon wala lang i have to go to my speech churva kahit birthday ko...

pagpasok sa room umupo ako hahaha and i have a friend her name is fatima classmate ko and oh my she so young i feel so old na talaga she is just around 16 ata ..hooh ..

fatima: how old are you??

birthday girl:18 na too old na kaw??

fatima:16

birthday girl:shox your so young my dear

fatima:when did you turn 18??

birthday girl:(just smiling pero deep inside gussto na pagsigawan na birthday niya hahahaha)ngayon ngayon lang(deep inside talaga na niyan birthday q today!!!! hahaha)

fatima:aaahhhh

ala lang bakit kasi chismosa tong batang to..hahaha..

after class i saw ray hay ala lang nagcarmelite pray tapos uwi na ..aun jjaaarrraaaann andyan c sarah and zhovan we just chat and talk about gossips hahahaha what else do you expect when girls talk sympre chismis galore...and atlast nasya ang jan arrived mga around 3pm na yun..to bad sarah and zhovan had to go thanks to the both of you for coming...haha ayun ala lang we are like kid nagagaguhan..saya..tapos nun jacq and ivy arrived im soo happy kasi i thought di na sila dadating hay sobrang saya na ako this time thanks sa mga k girls...tapos dumating pa mga loka loka kong friends friends ko my ppg mga mare ko..ala lang sumakit talaga yung tiyan ko sa kakatawa...hhooh erika baliw pa rin...sobrang extreme happiness na nafifeel ko.never kong inexpect na ganito magiging kasaya kala ko kasi sad yung birthday koh..tapos yun picture picture ..pose dito pose dun...sige lang wlang kapaguran...ang saya talaga..tapos pati c jeorge yung baby naki join din sa fun..naki pictorial din xa..hahaha...sira c erika she kept on saying chena para first word daw ni jeorge chena hahahaha..kabatabata tinuturuan nang kabaklaan..haha mga around 9 yung ppg uuwi na hay maraming salamat mga mare ko...

pero sina jacq,ivy & nasya nandyan pa hindi na namin sinayang ang time kaya picture ulit cge pose dito pose dun...kahit very oily na...

hay sayang shey can't go because she attended some matters..di bale next birthday ko di pwedeng absent ulit siya..miss you shey..

after they left sina nasya..my phone is ringing i thought kung sino it was kaekae aawwww i was so touch..it was so sweet of her to call just to greet me and said that she can't go because of some reasons..iwas also touch sa testi ni zhovan thank you bes..

hay i felt so important because of these people specially my ppg and k girls...

eto na ata ang pinakamasayang birthday ko..thanks!

i slept with a smile on my face..

2007-04-21T08:04:00.001-07:00

wow i was really touch by him today kasi his classmates texted me and said blahblah..hhooohh i really love him so much..although at times we have misunderstanding

we still make it to the point that we talk about it..hay thank you for making this day memorable..mmwwaahh!

2007-04-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

Hay I really enjoyed the swimming churva although konti lang pero happy na rin…hay I really don’t know what to write kahit na a lot of things is running in my mind I don’t want to write nega thoughts. I think this is the last day of my pagiging dalagita.sana magmature nako..hay yesterday was really a wonderful day grabeh ganda talaga..sana bukas din.hay ewan pero parang ordinary day lang siguro..nagtatalo pa utak ko kung papasok ako hay..

Haha I have a secret to tell atin atin lang ok quite lang ha…pag pala im sleeping nakanganga ako grabeh baka mapasukan ng langaw tsktsk..dati nga tumutulo pa laway ko buti nga minsan din a hahah eeeiiwww noh?pero ang galling ngayon ko lang nalaman..

Sa swimming thanks to those people na sumama hay you just don’t know how happy I am to be with u guys…

Shey
Nasya
Jacq
Poy kahit di man kami close
Pol
Jan
Ray

Maraming salamat kasi you made me really happy…

2007-04-17T04:46:00.000-07:00

well today me and my favoritism bestfriend go out...favoritism kasi siya hahaha...
ayun we will meet at ministop ala lang para malapit..nauna akong dumating so i ate ice cream while waiting..zhovan was so tagal haha..finally she arrived ayun kwentuhan she bought water and me c2 the red one haha ala lng i've been craving for it for so long pag kasi bumibili ako parating wala..tapos i enroll na sa speech churva and guess what i will start tomorrow ang bilis...and then visit sa carmelite and pray...and then we ate her ultimate favorite shawarma..nung huli na nakakauuumay but its yummy...and then puntang sm to buy some gifts for her ate..ala lang i really missed her a lot..i enjoy talaga after isang decada nakalabas din kami...hay i was expecting him to text me kahit man lang hoy buhay kpa ana man lang sana kaya lang wala...hay pero ayus lang busy lang siya siguro to the point na he already forgot me...pero i really enjoy spending the time with my bestfriend.

2007-04-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

how to be numb??hahah i think it's a hard thing to do but at times how i wish numb na lang ako...how can you ignore your feeling or the feelings of others..hay i think his like this his never sensitive enough...it's hard kasi im super sensitive pero at times din hindi ...siguro kung numb lang ako sobrang happy na life ko...i have a lot worrries pero no one to share or no one to be with me to help me or console me..hay up to know i still can't feel you..

2007-04-12T02:34:00.000-07:00

well today i don't know why im sad..pwede ba un??maybe i just don't want to admit that i myself is the reason why im sad..hay i just can't understand my self at times...im too emotional..at times i can feel that others don't undestand me too....often times i feel that im alone..hoooh di ko din maiintindihan...

Why do I.. day in and day out.. feel like I'm trapped inside my own mind… Its so dark in there..and I'm scared… But I cannot escape it…So what do I do??

bkit nga?? isa pa tong may naiicip pa ako..hmmm

...................................uuuuhhhmmmm

why?is as if your so far from me?it's like there's a wall between us..why ??i know at times it's so hard to understand me pero sana you will try pa rin..

ang gulo ko naman..ang gulo din ng post ko..puro na lang negative thoughts...

2007-04-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

goodbyes are not forever.goodbyes are not the end.they simply but painfully mean," i'l miss you..until we meet again"...... from euj.

ala lng it caught my attention yah very true when you say goodbye it doesn't mean you're gonna forget the person..hell no..it's just that you will not see him/her that much but for sure your path will cross again...someday...

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why my entries are about goodbyes??hay don't know...

i need a man who's not afraid to show the world that he loves me...hhhmmmmm...

2007-04-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

crazy people&fun to be with.
bsn1-7

im excited for tomorow but sad at the same time..excited kasi for almost a week i have not seen them atlast makikita ko na rin sila and gosh i miss them. sad kasi it will be the last time im gonna see my classmates it's our grad day in cwts...basta it's not that i will never see them again is just that we will never be like what we are before..parang before your always with them tapos sympre pag di mo na sila classmate iba na ung bang may new friends na sila yung ganon..hala magdrama ba.. i will never forget them.,

as what i said to my other blog i hate parting ways..who likes it ba??i think almost everybody feel bad when you are saying goodbye to people who made your life more meaningful..goodbye seems to be a sad word..

parang kailan lang na i have met this guys ngayon magkakhiwalay na nga..time run so fast wwwaaahhhhh..

2007-04-09T03:45:00.000-07:00

wweeehhhh...atlast i have acomplish two of the things i wanna do..wwooohoooh..

i have watched ang cute nang ina mo..yehey...

what a nice movie..it really makes me laugh and laugh..hahaha...it also have a drama side..mababaliw ako sa moving ito..it is focused on the mother-daughter relationship.kaya naman nakarelate naman ako kaagad..lalo ko tuloy namis si mother dear..uyta..
ang ganda talaga..one of the good movie i had ever watched..the cast have done a great job..they are all funny..you will never get bored watching this movie..kahit siguro ulit ulit di ako magsasawa.. i really enjoy it..

aiai and eugene are really funny together
ann is so cute with her Australian accent
luis is so oa pa rin as usual but fuuny din namn

thanks to him for accompanying me watch this movie i thought i will not watch this with him..good thing he told me that we must watch it..thank you thank you...

tapos after watching the movie we ate pugo hmm yummy..sarap..tapos shawarma ...haha lamon ng lamon...kain to the max..then umuwi na..i hate parting ways wala lang it's just sad kasi you will miss the person again..

i was looking for blogskin when i got home and finally i have found one na talagang i really like.mega like ko talaga to..sana you also appreciate it..galing ng gumawa nito sino ka man galing mo...saludo ako sayo..yehey i have found a blog skin atlast..

wow i have acomplish two of my things to do and im extremly happy as in what a nice day..unforgetable day talaga to..

no more negative thoughts
no more fights
no more tantrums
no more bad days
no more drama
no more bad feelings
no more hatred
no more sadness

for today lang yan..hhmmfftt..sana it's always like this..dream on lhey..

2007-04-08T02:15:00.000-07:00

well during the lent period i'm super lazy to write my blog i don't know why.i miss my mom badly.vacation is so colorless. very boring.got nothing to do.this week i have realize a lot of things.i need to change.change?haha yeah inner change.i need to reconstruct my self.i must be a good girl na.ows is this true?but honestly i really do want to change. hay i want to do a lot of things i hoped i can accomplish them.

things i wanna do/wants
read a lot of books (hahaha totoo mo yan?)
i want to study in speech master. before my mom is forcing me now i want it na
i want to learn adobe like shey and luigi
clean my room take note everyday
new layout for my blog(who can help me?)
celebrate my birthday (malapit na)
watch ang cute ng ina mo i know it's corny pero gusto ko talaga pero it seems like no one wants to watch with me.
go to sm pampanga
i want to go swimming
want to go out with my friends
see my former classmates
watch my all time favorite movies
star gazing like before
see my bestfriend miss her soo much
be with my mom which i think is impossible hahaha

*go far far away from here i wanna fly away.i wanna vanish.

how can i do this things if they won't allow me to.im like a prisoner who can't go out.hhmmpptt..

2007-04-02T15:09:00.000-07:00

im really sad coz my mom is leaving...

tpos nagaway kami ni ano..

why can't past be past??
kasi blah blah blah..

why do i keep on putting the past to the present??
ewan my sakit ako sa mga ganyan..paranoid..

yan tuloy naiinis siya saken..how sad..

it hurts when the person you love instead na e console ka sinisise kapa..

sana maging ok na..

i don't wanna fight with you anymore..

i am listening to "love you so"by natalie
hay nice song sobra...buti pa yung song pina pasaya ako..

eto mga favorite lines ko..

You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah Do you know it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know

2007-03-31T05:44:00.000-07:00

i have a lot to share but im really so tired kaya i will share some na lang.we watched pe day and wow there are those people who i can say are true born dancer.in order to be a good dancer you must not only know how to dance but you must also have the confident and poist.i enjoyed but ang init grabeh..and then practice again for nstp graduation..ulet ulet .sobrang mega lagkit .tapos after that we watched spongecola.wow this is one of my dreams.yael the lead vocalist was so great and handsome too.grabeh i was really very happy watching them.im a fan of spongecola specially yael.obvious?ang galing galing niya.pero grabeh i can't understand myself this day i get easilly pissed off.well who will not act this way if your not feeling better ?if what you see hurts you so much.

2007-03-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

today naku sobrang pagod talaga...sometimes you just have to ignore the pain para hindi na lang magaway...which is a hard thing to do....hahaha ...tomorrow is pe day wwooohhh excited akong manood ..pumunta kaming sm and we just rome around hay sakit ng paa ko....

2007-03-29T17:31:00.000-07:00

well as what i said last night im ok na...got to woke up early ...today ang daming gagawin hooh pupunta kaming dentist with my mom tapos sa school we will have our cwts practice what the hell....ang init nian sa covered court hhmmmm para kang nililitson....take note naka rubbershoes pa kami hay...summer na summer na.ssoopppeeer hot ng panahon...gusto kong magswimming imbes na mag practice hahaha my teacher ma'am yamby out terror teacher is gonna kill me if nalaman niang di ka pumasok...like what she has done to those student who are late when we had our last community grabeh pinagcocomunity niya sa school poor them...tsktsk..yan kasi dapat when she's your teacher your always panctual kundi hay patay ka...pero ok naman siyang teacher astig nga eh...yun nga lang gusto niya desciplinado...gtg..bye..

2007-03-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

insecurities...insecured..wooh this is what i always feel..hay it's not that i don't trust the person but it's just i can't help but to feel this..sa palagay ko may psychological problem ako..hahaha...pero every time i feel it ..it really hurts soo much it like im burning inside...it's like im dying oa naman ako noh??huhuhuhu...maybe i am just a selfish person but......hay hirap naman...julia rosa said i should not be feeling like this but how can i stop??actually i wanna sleep but i can't ...yah maybe i'm a jelous person..why o why??sana matangal na to..i need to trust him...i know he won't do anything that will hurt me...hay thank you to julia rosa for making me feel better..wwoohooh..omg i need to rest na it's already late..lilipas din to...tomorrow i will be ok na...

2007-03-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

inspired by janice my friend...if past lovers now enemies can be back together again???hmmmm it's so hard noh..ako naman is if past lovers can be friends??my answer is a big YES...why not diba??hay actually this day one of my friend which i have a semi affair before hahah parang pseudo relationship hahahaha have ask me if i'm ok just checkin out on me..wow he's such a great man im wondering why i haven't fall that deep..soobrang sensitive pa siya sa nafefeeel mo he doesn't want you to get hurt..ganon siya..maybe there is no spark yung bang para sa meralco ...hay sobra i can say that he still cares even if i have done him harm ...pero we are still here we are friend not to mention a very good friends...he still share his burden in life which i know make him suffer so much i really pity him....i hope he will be ok na...pero parang wala man siyang hinanakit sakin...he wants to hear pa how's me and the love of my life....i think he is happy na rin for me...basta we are friends and I'm happy that we end up like this not worst enemies...and im happy to know that he is doing good and great in his study...and i know he will find his special someone..someone he deserve...

2007-03-28T18:33:00.000-07:00

im so inlove hahahaha...love has finally come my way..im loving the color red maybe because im inlove hahahaha corny...i was browsing some picture and i saw this one.. it was really peerrrfecctt..tamang tama sa nafifil ko right now...it was so cute..it fit my mood today..and i also love the color gray because of some reason..

march 27,2007

2007-03-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

march 27,2007...finally...wwwoooohhh im sooo happy..well what more can i ask for..this is what i've been waiting..yeah there is a right time for everthing just wait for it eventually it will happen in God's time..that's what happen to me but i'm not that patience to wait for it...two lesson learned wweeeee...sana i have really learned....sana this time it will work and i will be happy...but im happy very happy pero sana hindi to temporary...love love love...i can feel love..wooohhh....

march 28,2007..next day what a annoying day.. wwwwwwwooooohhh hirap ng finals lalo na ung biochem namen it makes life difficult..i got home early because of some damn reasons..what a miracle i used to go home very late...i accidentally watched fullhouse and the guy told jessie that"gusto kitang alagaan pero mas kailangan ako ni lorein"ouch namn to i really get teary eye...i hoped this will not happen to me...sana....thats all folks..

wwwaaahhh

2007-03-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

well well im sooo happy as in sooper mega happy...wwwaaahh finals na..got a lot of things to review...im sleepy na...pero i haven't review...sana i will past all the test sana..

****i will fight for what i fell for as long as you will do the same..i can't do this alone..you must cooperate hahaha damn you...

what a day

2007-03-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

this day was really toxic....i got home very late imagine 10pm hay super im very tired... me and julia rosa made our proj in cwts ....finals is next week and its times two for short you have to study hard it has a huge percentage...waaahhhhh...im going crazy...we did not bond that much who ??him...he had also his own bussiness to do that's why.....ok gud nyt na...mwah

my day...

2007-03-22T06:42:00.002-07:00

Well today I guess I should stop thinking about stepping our relationship to another level or else I won’t be happy…anyway at least I was given a chance to be with him…hahahaha..drama ever…well if it’s not for you it’s not for you... kung ayaw edi wag…..There are a lot of loads to do my gosh don’t know how to start our sangkaterbang requirments…today we really had a lot of test …we had our test in biochem lab and long test sa lecture…oh diba bongga test ng test kaya tuloy mega stress na ako…huhuhuhu…then we had also a oral defense in Filipino and I was really nervous …namental block pa ako wwaaaaahhhhh kahihiyan… this day is ok compare to the last few days those days a really very sad…sna di na maulit….i want a happy life...

im feeling sad...

2007-03-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

im not doing anything ...i swear i will not want to hurt him in any way...i can't take it him getting mad at me..i don't want whats happening...ayoko ng ganito nhihirapan nako lalo pang lumala...i want us to be ok not like this...hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaayyyyyyy....

march17,2007

2007-03-19T20:39:00.001-07:00

love is pain
i was about to give up but what can i do i really do love him so much....hhhaaayyy don't know if this is the right thing to do but this what makes me happy ....but im having a lot of question on my mind why he doesn't want me to be his gf ??why??am i not the type of girl who can be his partner??or maybe im not worth the risk...hay or maybe he still love her??while im thinking about this i pity my self is as if im begging him to ask me to be his girl where in fact i can find another guy who will love me but i can't he is already a part of my life....but he said that he want to ask me but he's scared of the answer...he said that he also want us to be together...but why he's scared??why?? is he not brave enough to ask me??this questions are really killing me! my gosh..i don't feel right ..i feel like dying...it's like my heart is torn into pieces...does he really love me??is this what you call love??i hope he had good answer to this questions because i don't wanna lose him...huhuhuhu...